"so you fought. but that can only help you come up with something better. shit happens." -jaime lizada, cantina JANUARY 21, 2010. :)
i'm supposed to be studying right now.. but it's not like i CAN'T.. it's just that.. i don't know..
there's just some things that are bothering me.. :( NOT nice.. :|
i don't know why this is annoying me so much.. i feel like i don't have the right to be bothered by this at all.. BLAAAAAAAAAAARGAAAAAAAAAAZ. there.. that's EXACTLY how i feel right now, believe it or not.
another thing, i want to go home.. SOOOO BAD.. i guess it's partly because the "friends" i've made.. well, at least a few of those i've made in the place i'm supposed to be calling home.. turns out they're not friends at all.. maybe it's me pushing them away.. or THEM pushing me away..
either way, i guess we've just moved on and the paths we've taken aren't going in the same direction anymore.. TIME TO MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS. SERIOUSLY..
continuing with that..
one thing that i learned from what happened in december is that there are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many amazing people around me.. i shouldn't keep myself absorbed in my tight little group too much.. i guess that was what i was doing before all the shit happened.. i was keeping to my group too much that i failed to see and get to know aaaall the awesome people i should've started to get to know long ago..
so now because i'm annoyed by all the drama, i've gotten to get to know other people, those who don't belong to "the gang".. and i've changed my opinion about other people too..
well, at least we got something good out of THAT. :))
LALALA, i think it's time for studying again.. ECO, KILL ME NOW.
